Easter Disaster

Lookie! I'm a bunny! Too bad I'm no longer happy. I imagined Easter as a time to be able to spend with family, instead it's a time only spent at home wishing we had money for gas because only when we have money we can go places, even if it's FREE! I hate living by his stupid rules! I'm so mad right now at him and all I can do is turn on the sink and allow the water to flow to cover up the tears that are running down my cheeks. I just wish he could be like I want him to be but that will never happen. All we are doing for Easter is sitting at home watching soccer and the history behind Easter (In Spanish!) I never thought not being able to see my family would make me suicidal but this is getting riduclous, the only people he wants to see is his family and thats not fair. Even for Christmas we only spent 1 hour at my family and 7 hours with his! I know I complain alot but you would to if things weren't equally fair. He acts as if his family is WAY more important, but it isn't.




Yes, drawing on a picture of him does make me feel a little better, but not much! I just don't know why I put up with him sometimes. He wonders why I'm always in a bad mood. He puts me in one! Right now my dislike for him is MUCHO! Oh yeah and now I keep getting my phone blown up by my family getting mad at me because we can't show up due to his selfishness. One of my uncles actually was going to give him work and all Cesar said was "I can find my own job I don't need you!"