I Want A Baby

We have talked about this for awhile and decided that we were both ready to have a child. I am always taking care of others kids, even majority of my cousins have kids and I just want to know happiness. Children are the essence of happiness which is was I really need. I want to be able to help someone, and a child would be perfect. I'm also hoping it will cause me and Cesar to grow up some since he is almost 31 years old and I'll be 20 this summer. Its just come to the point in the relationship where we move to the next step, yes I'm sure most of you get married before the kid but getting married is almost as difficult as having a kid. I thought when I first started trying to concieve that we just have unprotected sex and by the end of the month I would be pregnant. Didn't work out like that. I am determined to get pregnant by the end of the year. I have always been very 'motherly' and I LOVE children and have always wanted my own. Hopefully this ticker thingy will help me get pregnant.